Doubt Is Poisoning Yourself

Would you drink poison--just a little bit--everywhich is the most insidious.  It wears a disguise
time you had a negative thought?  No.  But wethat makes it seem "reasonable" or "sensible" to
do, don't we?  Every doubt creates just a tinyentertain that doubt.
bit of poison in our consciousness.  Doubting thatHow do you let go of doubt easily?  Ask
we'll do well on an interview or phone call.yourself this question whenever it arises:  do I
 Doubting that our family will be able to affordwant to see clearly or through the taint of a black
that next big purchase.  Doubting that thedye?  If that's too esoteric, just ask yourself:  if
company we work for will want us around afterit turns out that what I'm worried about will never
the downsizing.  Think of each doubt as a tinyhappen, what does my heart want in this
drop of black ink dropped into a pure & clearsituation?  Even simpler, just ask:  if I could only
glass of water.  That's exactly how it works.trust, what's the obvious next step?
And it doesn't matter if we're dropping ink into aIt is no mystery to me about the nature of
glass or a 5 gallon bucket.  You know whathealth and emotional problems and doubt.
happens when the very first drop goes in.  The Working with folks for many years has taught
entire container gets tainted.  Doubt is a taint tome that the doubts need to be cleared up before
our consciousness.  any permanent healing can be established.  It's
We have this idea, as sensible human beings, thatreally just that simple.
being "doubtful" about someone or something isThe truth of the matter is that we sometimes
somehow valuable.  We believe that somehowget ripped off, taken advantage of and are
our "doubtfulness" will protect us from beingterrible judges of character.  The important thing
taken advantage of or hoodwinked in some way,to notice is that it only happens sometimes--not
shape or form.  Our "suspicious nature" is aalways.  For the vast majority of our time and
badge of pride proving we're smart, or shrewd orlives we live without trauma & difficulty.  Why
clever.would I choose to taint every single interaction
Here's the question:  what actual dividend doeswith the world to defend myself against the 1%
doubt pay in your life?  Does it protect you orof the time when things go sideways?  
just make you suspicious of everyone andWould you like to be shielding yourself all the time
everything.  Does it add or subtract from youragainst some of the time?  Wouldn't you just
life.  If seeing the world through rose-coloredrather live a life that is "all in" from your heart?
glasses is supposed to be bad; imagine what the If you've been a "Doubting Thomas" all your
world looks like through a taint of black ink!life...well...good for you.  Has it paid out rich
The folks I've helped over the years all come torewards?  Time to learn a new skill.  If we
me with some layers of doubt about their issue.choose to live in doubt we see its negative effect
 There is financial doubt, health-related doubt andeverywhere in our lives.  It's possible for
relationship-based doubt.  There is the evil clustereveryone who wants to decide that an
trio called Fear, Doubt & Worry.  They sound likeopen-hearted policy is a much better choice.
a terrible band!  Of the three of them it is doubt