Money - Everything and Nothing

For as long as I can remember, I've had moneybegan to significantly improve. I had been using
issues. Growing up in a middle class family duringher mediation tapes to visualize my health
the 60s, my mother took care of the family,improving and, although difficult, I had to admit
while my father went off to work. We rarely hadthere was some truth to what she had been
money for anything extra and if I had a nickel fortelling me.
every time my parents said "We don't have theSix months later, I was able to return to work
money for that", I'd be a millionaire.full-time. It was at this time she asked if I would
At 16 years of age, I began working at abe interested in becoming attuned to reiki. I
restaurant after school. During the summerfigured I had nothing to lose, so I allowed her to
months, I worked two jobs and was able toperform the ceremony. After leaving her office
purchase a car by the time I was 17. Thethat day I didn't give much thought to what had
freedom that money gave me motivated me tohappened. I went on about my life as usual until I
earn more. Upon graduation from high school, Ireceived a phone call telling me I had won a
began working as a travel agent. I thought I had$2500 shopping spree.
hit the mother-lode and within a few months, II couldn't help but wonder if the reiki attunement
moved away from home and began creatinghad something to do with this wonderful change
what I thought would be the perfect life.of luck, so I called my spiritual friend. I distinctly
It wasn't long before reality hit and my love-hateremember how nonchalant she was about it. "Of
relationship with money began. It seemed that nocourse, the reiki had something to do with it, but
matter how hard I tried, I never had enoughYOU are the real reason this event occurred", she
money to do the things I really wanted to do.stated. When I asked how I could possibly be
Every dime went to pay bills and I was becomingresponsible for winning a contest, she asked me
quite annoyed.one simple question - "When you entered the
At nineteen years of age, I wanted to play, notcontest, did you believe you would win?"
pay and things began to spin out of control. ByActually, I did believe I would win. I had even cut
the time I was twenty-one, I had fifteen creditpictures out of the company's catalog. I knew
cards and each was maxed out. While I had all theexactly what I was going to purchase with that
material things that credit cards could buy, I wasmoney. As she explained how I set things into
in big trouble. Thirty thousand dollars in debtmotion by believing and then accepting that I
trouble!would win, the light bulb turned on in my head. I
The phone was constantly ringing and creditorswas beginning to understand Prosperity
were threatening to take my preciousConsciousness.
commodities. When the transmission went out inProsperity Consciousness is a term which
my car, I couldn't afford to get it fixed. My creditdescribes our personal beliefs about prosperity. It's
was such a mess I couldn't get a loan for abased on the Law of Attraction, which simply
bicycle, let alone a car. By 23, my finances werestates you will attract what you focus on.
in complete shambles. Out of shear desperation, IProsperity Consciousness teaches us to make an
filed bankruptcy and moved back home. This turnactive decision and expect that prosperity is ours,
of events left me feeling as if I were a completeright now. It involves using visualization techniques
failure.and affirmations to manifest whatever we desire
Even with all the evidence in front of me, I couldinto our lives.
not believe what a financial mess I had created. IProsperity means different things to different
came up with a million excuses as to why I hadpeople. For one person, it could mean having an
to have that designer dress with matching shoesabundance of money, for another it could mean
and purse. I could easily explain my outrageousowning property. Someone else might see
expenses for monthly salon visits and trips to theprosperity as being able to travel whenever they
spa. After all, I had a job where image wasdesire. Another may see it as being able to stay
everything and it was important to always lookhome with their children.
my best.Manifestation exercises involve being able to
My mother is the queen of dollar stretching. Shedetermine exactly what you want and eliminating
did her best to help me unravel the money web Ithoughts which prevent you from obtaining it. It's
had created. We spent hours creating a masterimportant to understand what your definition of
"get out of debt" plan. She shared her joy ofprosperity is before you embark on manifestation
clipping coupons, scouring sale ads and even talkedexercises. When we can clearly focus on our
me into designing my own clothes. While theactual needs and wants, prosperity work
process of debt elimination was painful, it providedbecomes much simpler.
an opportunity to create priceless memories withFor instance, if we want a new car, we visualize
mom.the make, model, color and features. Perhaps we
Four years later, I ventured out on my own andvisit a dealership and take the car for a test drive.
this time I was certain I possessed all the skills toWe smell it, touch it and feel the vibration of the
get it right. I moved into an efficiency apartment.road as we grip the wheel. In essence, we bring
I became a fanatic about turning off lights whenall of our senses into the manifestation of the car.
they weren't needed. Consignment shops andWhen people focus only on manifesting money,
thrift stores were now my shopping paradise. Ithey limit the abundance that the universe can
cooked every meal at home and spent countlessprovide.
hours at the sewing machine. I opened a savingsAbundance is much more than money. It is also
account and faithfully deposited funds everyphysical gifts such as good health, knowledge,
week. I was confident that I would never bestrength and athletic skills. The greatest
indebted or financially broke again.abundance of all is knowing others who can and
On the day of my 31st birthday, I purchased awill help you reach your goals as you help them
brand new home. It was one of the proudestreach theirs.
moments of my life. The day I moved in, I knewMany people experience challenges with money
I had finally made it. Unfortunately, the feelingbecause of their personal beliefs. You may have
didn't last for long. Six months after moving intoheard that "Money is the root of all evil". This
the home, I began experiencing flu-like symptoms.statement is incorrect and really states "for the
Within a matter of months, my health hadlust after money that is the root of all evil".
deteriorated so much I could no longer work. TheIn loose translation, the message that was
savings account I had worked so hard to acquireintended to be received is this: When money is
was dwindling at the speed of light.intentionally withheld from those who need it,
It took three years to receive a diagnosis. Duringwhen it is used to cause harm to others, when it
the process of determining my illness, I had oncebecomes more important than love, family, and
again lost nearly everything that I believed wasspirituality, it's a problem. No one ever says: "It is
important to me. The only thing I had left wasbad to have more love, more time, more space
my home and I seriously questioned my ability toin my life". In fact, people are always seeking
hold onto it.more love, take time for granted, and occupy
It was in my hour of darkness that I beganspace without even noticing it. Yet these same
looking into alternative therapies. Little did I knowpeople say "give me less money" because they
that seeking solutions to my health problemsbelieve it is "evil" and will prevent them from
would lead me to solving my money problems."being a good person". Nothing could be further
Before my illness, I had no concept of thefrom the truth.
spirituality of money. Money was money. It wasMoney is neither good nor evil. It is simply energy,
something I needed to pay for food, shelter andand the energy of money can be used positively
clothing. It allowed me to take vacations andor negatively. If you find it challenging to think
indulge in spa treatments.about money as energy, think about electricity.
The only thing I knew about money was that IElectricity can be used to generate light, cook
had a hard time holding onto it. In my quest tomeals and regulate the temperature of our home,
improve my health, I began seeing a massageor it can be used to electrocute people. Yet, very
therapist, who was also a reiki practitioner. Shefew of us carry around judgments about
introduced me to spiritual practices I never knewelectricity. When we need some, we just plug into
existed. Practices that involved using my mind toit. Most of us take electricity for granted and
control my thoughts. It was during this time, Itrust in the abundant availability of it. This is the
was exposed to the philosophy of "Prosperitysame kind of trust we need to adopt in our belief
Consciousness".about money. All you need to do is plug in, believe
The first time she told me I was responsible forin the abundance, then stand back and watch it
everything that was happening in my life, includingflow into your life.
my disease and lack of money, I was mad. Really,As I worked through my "lack" issues, I
really mad and highly insulted. How could I possiblydiscovered many wonderful things that helped me
be responsible for the disease that had strippedattract abundance into my life. I read books,
me down to nothing? The disease was the rootlistened to tapes, incorporated meditation and
of my financial problems, not ME!visualization techniques and surrounded myself
Because I was desperate to get well, I continuedwith beautiful art that symbolized abundance.
working with her. I half-heartedly listened to herThere are many techniques for Prosperity
financial advice and thought her ProsperityConsciousness. Some will work better for you
Consciousness theory was completely out in leftthan others. With practice, you'll be able to
field. She sent me home with prosperity booksdetermine which mental "tricks" are most
and meditation videos. I'd throw them on theeffective for you. One thing is for certain - healing
coffee table and spend the rest of my eveningour personal attitudes about money may be the
wondering how I was going to dig out of mymost important contribution we can make to
financial mess.ourselves, our world and to the universe.
After two months of working with her, my health