The Answer is Inside

(Sheri is not a real person - she is a cumulativeled.
character of many people who experienceThat Sunday evening after the course she sat on
difficulty with illness and try Reiki to createthe steps of her house. She knew the kids and
healthier, happier lives).her husband were inside eagerly awaiting her - it
Sheri went to the doctor and found out that shewasn't often that she took time away from
had something in her body causing a problem. Itthem. The moon was bright and Sheri felt life
was a lump. The doctor called it a name,coursing through her.
something long and Latin.Over the weekend she had a taste of what it
At home, she pondered the doctor's words:meant to experience life - now. Not with the
'possibly malignant', 'operate', and 'chemotherapy'.future hanging dimly in the air or with the past
These words did not seem to relate to her life.jumping out at her - but right now. She let go,
She didn't tell anyone - she didn't want a fuss. Atjust for a moment and realized in that instant her
first she totally ignored it, but deep within, Sheribody was not physically 'perfect' and that was
was racking her brain for ways to get herself outokay. She let go of the need to create the
of this mess. Her life felt as if it was hangingperfect situation, instead acknowledging a
together by a thread. One evening on the news,connection inside herself that was, and always will
as she sat with her family, she heard that stressbe, perfect.
might be the cause of many cancer relatedTo remember being at One with everything that
diseases. This triggered something in her and shepulsed with energy in this world, to flow in the
began to think more clearly about her situation.rhythm of the universe - perfect.
She'd certainly experienced a great deal of stressShe didn't need to ask the teacher if Reiki would
last year when she'd been retrenched and they'dcure her as that was no longer the point. She
had to take the kids out of their private school,knew the place where she needed to be in her
away from their friends. Well, it was that or selllife as she had touched it. Not physically touched it:
the house...that wasn't possible.
Sheri started to think - if what was happening toThis place was in her spiritual heart.
her body was a result of something she'dThis was the beginning of her self-healing journey.
experienced then perhaps there was somethingShe knew she had yet to develop a routine of
she could do to help herself.daily practice to continue this work. She also knew
Reiki attracted Sheri immediately. It wasthat by self-healing it didn't mean that she would
something she could learn to do for herself andcure herself of whatever was wrong with her but
was said to be good for stress. Still unable tothat she could approach life from a different
discuss it, she told her family she was visiting herperspective.
mother for the weekend. She did sleep at herSheri stood up, took a deep breath and gracefully
mothers but during the day she attended a Reikientered her home. Tonight she would talk to her
course. She felt she couldn't reveal her reason forfamily and tomorrow she'd make an appointment
coming to the course to the other participants orto see if she could get a better grip on what that
even the teacher.doctor had been telling her.
During the two days many things began to fallThe answer is inside but the question is different.
into place for Sheri. It was great that she gainedReiki is not a cure but a way of life. It can be
a better understanding of her own energy andused in conjunction with any form of allopathic or
ways to strengthen it. This was sure to benefitconventional western medicine. It is not an
her in any situation that she found herself in in thealternative to allopathic or conventional western
future - either physically or mentally. Her reward,medicine.
though, was the new perception of the life she