| My life has been in such an incredible mode of | | | | with love, I began to feel the lightness of being. It |
| shifting and changing; at times it feels like the only | | | | felt like a release was taking place each time I |
| constant thing occurring is change. Why is this | | | | surrendered. I started to experience energetic |
| happening? Why is there such a great need to | | | | shifts occurring every few days. |
| shift so rapidly? And how do I stay on top of all | | | | Then came the deluge of emotions and erratic |
| this change? | | | | thoughts. The masters tell me that this is one of |
| I am very grateful for the gift of Surrender. I | | | | the stages in the process of releasing. Mind you |
| think, in fact I know that without this gift, staying | | | | this was a very uncomfortable stage. Great |
| sane and balanced energetically would be very | | | | sadness, anger, frustration, self-pity and guilt |
| challenging. There have been days where nothing | | | | started surfacing to be released. There were |
| has made any sense, days where I have felt | | | | many times and there are still times where I lose |
| overwhelmed by the lack of financial flow, days | | | | the plot and begin to process the emotions or |
| where life’s heaviness has been just too | | | | thoughts that have surfaced to be released. Or |
| much to bear, days where my self-judgment of | | | | worse yet, I go into the emotions and start |
| not being good enough brought on a great depth | | | | creating more of it. |
| of sadness. On the flip side there have been days | | | | With a gentle nudge from the divine, I see what I |
| where I have felt incredible peace and bliss, where | | | | am doing and surrender the emotion. With the |
| there has been a feeling of oneness and | | | | surrender come the release and the lightness. A |
| unconditional love, days of lightness and joy, days | | | | feeling of bliss and love now follows the lightness. |
| of experiencing deep compassion for the heart of | | | | This constant state of releasing on the internal |
| humanity. | | | | has to see its corresponding change on the |
| Learning to surrender on my heavy days has | | | | external. Now the challenge seems to be to stay |
| been a journey in itself! In the beginning I | | | | on top of all the external changes. I have to keep |
| didn’t feel very much lightness after | | | | reminding myself to stay focused on surrendering |
| surrendering all the emotions and thoughts that | | | | and releasing as the external changes occur and |
| are inconsistent with the feeling of unconditional | | | | to trust that the solutions will present themselves |
| love. I am grateful for the gentle but consistent | | | | to me. |
| reminders by the masters to keep surrendering | | | | The masters say, "Be still and allow all things to |
| regardless. As I have been consistent with | | | | come to you." I believe this stage too will be a |
| surrendering all emotions and thoughts inconsistent | | | | great journey! |