The Reluctant Psychic

There comes a time when you really have tocould hear, that I could feel their presence. She
take a look at what it is you're doing with yourwent on to explain that I had a tremendous gift
life. That time came for me when I was 35 yearsand with that gift and incredible responsibility. She
old; I'd spent many years in the corporatedescribed my abilities as being stronger than most
healthcare environment and expected that wouldand that was with me shut down. She explained
be my career through my retirement. However,that within 10 years I would be working
at 35 I was told something very different. Thisexclusively doing readings, seance, mediumship
information didn't come from within nor did itand ultimately missing persons. My head began to
come from a career advisor; ultimately it cameswim it made no sense. It was crazy talk, I think
from psychic. It could have come from a fortunemy direct quote was something along the lines of
cookie, a dream, or a drunken bender; any of"There is no f'n way!"
those I would have taken more seriously than aI guess I was so left brained, so logical in my
psychic. Be that as it may, a psychic it was. I hadthought process the concept of using my intuitive
paid for and received psychic readings maybe aabilities to help others; to earn a living at it was
half dozen times in my life up to that point. Ibeyond comprehension. She explained that it was
believed to a certain extent we all had psychicquite a calling to work with people in this way, to
abilities; but psychic readings were for fun orgive them closure.
entertainment, certainly not for changing yourShe called it a blessing. I have to say she is right;
entire career path.she was right. It is a blessing I get to deliver love
I'll never forget her words, "What is yourand messages of hope from the other side to
question?" "I don't have a question." She askedthe loved ones left behind. I get to facilitate
me again, "What is your question?" I responded inhealing. And on the rare occasions when I have to
the same manner, "I don't have a question." "Suredeal with difficult or painful information, I know
you do, that's really why I'm here."that what I'm giving the client is ultimately peace
That was when the tears began to flow. I wasof mind, knowledge, closure. It is a blessing. I'm
shaking inside, I had no idea how my life wasblessed every day. So here I am serving people in
going to change but I knew it would. My questiona way I never imagined possible; happier than I
was how much of the activity I was experiencinghave ever been. With more peace in my life than
the house was about me. She smiled and pattedI could imagine at the age of 35.
my hand, "All of it; don't you understand?" TheIf you find your life not working for you, or
reality was I didn't understand. I had no idea. All Isomething just doesn't fit maybe it's time for
knew was that I was living in a home with spiritpsychic reading or fortune cookie or just some
activity. I experienced the majority of it, butgood old-fashioned introspection. When you're
others experienced it as well. She explained thatwalking your path, the one that serves your spirit;
spirit was so very excited from the moment Iyou find yourself in the flow of joy and
first stepped into the home that I could see, Iabundance.