| Keys come in various forms and can unlock many | | | | each room looking for anyone or anything that |
| things. When a key is not available to unlock a | | | | could help me. Through the window at the end of |
| door a call is usually made to someone with a | | | | the hall I saw my solution. Some men were |
| spare key, a locksmith, or auto club. But what if | | | | loading tools into their truck. I was on the second |
| the lock is on something else? | | | | floor so for them to hear me I had to open the |
| What about those locks you create? Have you | | | | window, but the window was locked. Unlike the |
| ever found yourself reacting in a negative way to | | | | doors the window key was part of the lock, but |
| something or someone, but not understanding | | | | the builders of the institution had incorporated |
| why you reacted that way? Logically there is no | | | | another quirk. The windows would only open |
| reason for you to be upset, but nevertheless | | | | about six inches. I knelt on the floor, pushed open |
| your adversity is very real. With everything in life | | | | the window and called out to the men that I was |
| you are given the option of believing or not | | | | locked in and needed their help to get out. |
| believing, and when it comes to beliefs it is you | | | | There I was in a building still housing some people |
| that creates the lock. You might believe others | | | | with serious mental challenges, calling out through |
| are accountable for some of your reactions, but | | | | the bottom of a window to strangers that I |
| being locked into a certain belief is your own | | | | wanted them to help me get out. It took me a |
| creation. A universal key to unlock all those | | | | while to understand why the men just stood and |
| self-created locks is a handy thing to have. The | | | | looked up at me. I again relied on Usui Reiki to |
| importance of universal energy providing a key | | | | give me the balance I needed to calmly explain |
| was confirmed for me in a mental health | | | | that I was employee who had left my keys on |
| institution. | | | | my desk. What I was doing in the unused portion |
| I was employed in a financial office in a building | | | | of the building I did not even attempt to explain. |
| that was built in 1840 as a mental health institute. | | | | Finally one of the men was standing on the other |
| As the number of patients at the asylum's peak | | | | side of the door to the stairwell. The relief I felt |
| grew to 1,800, additions were built onto the | | | | at seeing another person on the other side of the |
| original stone structure creating a maze of halls | | | | door quickly faded as the man shook his head and |
| and rooms. By the later part of the 1990s | | | | yelled through the glass that the door was also |
| medicine and public awareness had reduced the | | | | locked from that side. At that point the only |
| number of patients to less then 100, leaving | | | | chance I could see of not spending the night in a |
| countless deserted rooms and hallways. A walking | | | | cold dark haunted building with no food, nothing to |
| meditation during the workday does much more | | | | drink and no place to sleep was the stranger on |
| for relaxation and awareness then trekking to a | | | | the other side of that door. In what must have |
| vending machine. Those wide halls with Victorian | | | | sounded like a desperate voice I asked him to go |
| style moldings added to the fascination of the | | | | to the office where I worked and ask one of my |
| claim that it was haunted by mentally disturbed | | | | co-workers to come unlock the door. His first |
| patients who had died there. | | | | reply was that he did not know how to get to |
| Exploring the abandoned hallways or the tunnels | | | | that office, but when I could no longer hold back |
| under the building during my breaks reenergized | | | | tears he said he would find the office. |
| my mind and body. The more I learned about the | | | | I stood and then sat by the door to the wide hall |
| institution/asylum/hospital, the more I became | | | | waiting for someone to show up with a key. I had |
| entranced with things such as the patient's | | | | been so focused on finding a door a way back to |
| paintings and poetry on the tunnel walls. The last | | | | my office that I had not noticed the chill in that |
| line in one poem read "But what good is | | | | part of the building. Sitting on the floor I began |
| Knowledge where others carry the keys . . ." I did | | | | shivering. |
| not see any ghosts, but one day I found a bat | | | | The shivering was a side effect of a locked door. |
| locked in a long deserted physiatrist's office. I | | | | The door and lock were both matter, but what |
| trapped the bat in a metal wash basket and then | | | | about forms of energy such as thought? Though |
| saw what I dubbed as a bat's freedom sky dance | | | | can also be a lock or a key. Have you ever had |
| when I released him or her outside. | | | | words or a talent just flow in one situation, but |
| I had been given a key that would unlock all of | | | | later that talent seemed locked out of your reach. |
| the interior doors, so many a lunch hour I would | | | | Have you ever heard someone say how beautiful |
| spend exploring the past that was etched in the | | | | something or someone is, but beauty is not what |
| walls. I was so locked in to absorbing as much | | | | you see when you look. Each person's reality is |
| architectural beauty of the institution as possible | | | | based on his or her personal experiences. The |
| that I was not aware when life offered me a | | | | essence of Buddha's quote, "All that we are is the |
| chance to learn through the bat's situation. | | | | result of what we have thought" has been called |
| One day intending to only sit in the stillness of the | | | | by many names. Buddha like many insightful and |
| very wide hall with high ceiling that adjoined the | | | | knowable people over the centuries have said in |
| hall by my office I left my key on my desk. | | | | various ways that each person creates his or her |
| Staring at the carved wooden door that opened | | | | own reality and it is that reality that molds the |
| to the stairs going to first floor and outside I tried | | | | way his or her life unfolds. My reality made me |
| to imagine the building bustling with patients and | | | | belief that when a door opens to go into a room, |
| staff. I walked over to a closed door and for fun | | | | that same door will open to leave that room. That |
| tried turning the doorknob. To my surprise the | | | | is one belief I will never be locked into again. Your |
| door was unlocked. I went inside, but being unsure | | | | reality can lock you in to certain beliefs. |
| if I should be in this room carefully closed the | | | | Any lock can be a problem or an opportunity, |
| door behind me. | | | | depending upon your reality. Locks are the same |
| The excitement of finding this new room behind | | | | as problems in that they are never manufactured |
| an unlocked door was short lived. The only thing | | | | or created without the key being manufactured |
| beneath cobwebs and dust was an empty | | | | or created at the same time. Your reality |
| wooden desk and chair. However when I went to | | | | determines how you observe and react to |
| leave the room I discovered one of the building's | | | | everything. If your reality you are locked into is |
| secrets. The door I had thought to be unlocked | | | | not the best for you at that time how do you |
| was actually only unlocked from one side, and to | | | | recognize the key you created? If you have a |
| leave the room I needed the key that I had left | | | | ghost locked in your house you call "Ghost |
| on my desk. There was another door on another | | | | Busters" and if your keys are locked in your car |
| wall. Walking to it I crossed my fingers that it was | | | | you call an auto club. |
| neither locked nor opened to a closet. It was | | | | To unlock your reality a qualified Usui Reiki Shihan |
| unlocked and opened to another hall with more | | | | (teacher) is a good person to call. The universal |
| doors. All I had to do was find the fasted way | | | | vibrations of love and harmony used in the |
| back to my office. I had learned through Usui | | | | practice of Usui Reiki balance and surround with |
| Reiki Ryoho to let go of worry and focus on the | | | | harmony. In the Okuden (level 2), Shinpiden (level |
| present moment/now. I focused and saw a door | | | | 3) and Gokuikaiden (teacher or 4th level) you |
| with window at the interior end of the hall. | | | | learn exercises that not only balance but rewrite |
| I was smiling when I saw through that door's | | | | old tapes playing in your head, and melt negative |
| window the wide hall where I wanted to be. It | | | | karma. |
| seemed strange that anyone would put a door | | | | Focus on the scientific law, "energy can neither be |
| between two halls, but not questioning I grabbed | | | | created nor destroyed, it only changes form" and |
| onto the doorknob. My smiled disappeared as the | | | | think about that original form from which all forms |
| doorknob refused to turn and I found myself | | | | of energy come. Combined universal love and |
| back at square one. I closed my eyes hoping in | | | | harmony is the form of energy Mikao Usui used |
| the stillness I would find an answer. The answer | | | | when he founded his spiritual practice that has |
| came as I heard the sound of the wooden door | | | | become known around the world as different |
| to the stairs opening. I did not agree with my | | | | styles of Usui Reiki Ryoho. Usui-Sensei's method is |
| co-worker's smoking habit, but at that moment I | | | | one key known to unlocked health and happiness. |
| was delighted that he always went through the | | | | It does not mask the symptoms of illnesses but |
| wide hall to go outside for smoke breaks. The | | | | goes to the core of those atoms/cells that are in |
| angle of the door I was standing at did not allow | | | | need of balance and harmony. What is in balance |
| me to see the outside wooden door, but the | | | | and surrounded with harmony heals. One of the |
| sound told me someone was close enough to | | | | purposes in the hours of study is to guide you to |
| hear my knocking on the door. I not only | | | | allowing the true or universal you to emerge. |
| knocked, but called out that I was locked in and | | | | Being locked in a mental institution confirmed to |
| did not have my key. I continued knocking and | | | | me that life does not always happen as we plan. |
| calling out for an unreasonably long time, but no | | | | In the years that followed I went on to practice |
| one came to my rescue. Netha always attributed | | | | and teach Gendai Reiki-ho and Komyo Reiki, |
| every noise in the building to ghosts, and right | | | | Japanese styles of Usui Reiki, I found a very |
| then I would have loved seeing a ghost with a | | | | helpful universal key for when life happens |
| key. | | | | opposite of what is planned. The universe did not |
| Judging myself at that point was not going to be | | | | manifest a material key, instead it allowed me my |
| of any help. Instead I did Usui Reiki exercises to | | | | path in life more clearly to see. |
| be free of negative emotions. Emotion can block | | | | I can still remember the joy I felt when I heard |
| thinking, and to get out of that locked hall I | | | | actual human footsteps outside that locked door. |
| needed to think clearly. Clearly the next thing to | | | | When my co-worker opened the door I was |
| do was try another door. The next three doors | | | | given the option of having that happiness taken |
| opened to what looked like had been an office | | | | away by judging myself or embracing that I was |
| with only one door and one outside bared window. | | | | free. Judging others or yourself is something the |
| The good thing was that I had learned that just | | | | ego does; the practice Mikao Usui's founded guides |
| because a door opens it does not mean that it will | | | | you in how to let go of the ego. I could have felt |
| not lock behind you. I left each door open wide as | | | | anger when my co-worker said with a smile that |
| I scanned each room for another exit. | | | | they had heard me knocking, but decided to |
| Reaching the exterior end of the hall I stopped by | | | | teach me a lesson. Anger is of no use, and letting |
| the bared window and looking out saw only the | | | | go of anger is the first line in the Usui Reiki Gokai |
| fresh snow that had fallen that morning. I closed | | | | (five principles). Having your mind in a state of |
| my eyes, took a deep breath and repeated the | | | | tranquility, peace and joy is one key to happiness |
| quote "a problem cannot exist unless the solution | | | | that brings health and more. |
| for it exists at the same time". I leaned again the | | | | Sitting in the stillness of that hall gave me time to |
| side of the window to again scan the hall for a | | | | go within and become aware of the path I was |
| possible escape route. Then through the window | | | | on. I was able to see that a better paying job is |
| in the door closest to me I saw a stairwell. I felt | | | | not a good thing if it puts you in a toxic |
| like someone had just handed me the winning | | | | environment. The legends attached to the |
| lottery ticket when I rushed to that door. I felt | | | | building's past I enjoyed, but when I directed my |
| the disappointment of my lottery ticket not | | | | attention to the office environment I found for |
| winning when I found that door was also locked. | | | | me it was toxic. I moved to a position with a |
| It was that time of the year when most people | | | | slimmer paycheck, but I felt healthier. Happiness is |
| end their work day in the dark, and the light in | | | | something that no one can give to you, but there |
| the hall was fading. Running out of ideas I had the | | | | are paths to finding that universal key that can |
| urge to scream, but instead did Usui Reiki | | | | help you unlock happiness. |
| exercises to center myself. I knew if my | | | | Try sitting, taking a very deep breath, and release |
| thoughts were scattered the solution to my | | | | all negative emotions as you hear your breath |
| problem might be hidden from my view. I | | | | releasing. As the emotions float away feel your |
| determinedly walked back to the door at the | | | | muscles becoming relaxed. Set a timer for five to |
| opposite end of the hall, and again knocked on it | | | | fifteen minute and go into that peaceful silence |
| harder then before. I intended to stay there | | | | between your thoughts where you can safely |
| knocking until the knocks echoing in emptiness of | | | | reorganize your thoughts. You can imagine you |
| the wide hall were heard by one of my | | | | are locked in the stillness of an abandoned hall of |
| co-workers. I knocked and called out until my | | | | mental institution, but also imagine you have a |
| knuckled became sore and my throat dry. | | | | universal key in your pocket that will unlock any |
| Giving up was not an option if I wanted to go | | | | door. |
| home that night, so I walked to the widow in | | | | |